
NIHIL · EST ·
Call me Remus
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I appreciate your presence, reader. Please, stay a while, I have not much to offer you but my words, and the semblence of coherence that fades in and out of the pages of this place. I think the reason this place exists, maybe, is for me to try and piece together the fragments that make up who I am, if something so concrete can even be declared. I have spent countless hours poured over the streams that ebb and flow from my one source - if such a thing exists, really, it may as well be many diverged rivers filling the one lake, but that's for another time. If my words, be it here on this first visage, or in my Laments, stir or resurrect within you something you've seen within yourself, then I am your friend, and I would love it if you would leave me a kind prayer at the altar. There is fog, surely, but God will soon descend.

I had to stare into the mirror, and ask why it didn't come to my aid -- all the while it had promised to, that is all it ever promised to do. That is what it claimed to exist for. Mother said 'don't stare too long', smoke escaping a cigarette in a hurry to cloud the ceiling of the bathroom, 'there's demons in the reflection'. Now I limp with heavy steps over the linoleum, my hand clutching the pillars by the grooves in the ivory, listening to the whispers of God between the cavernous slits in the foundation; a patch of nettles pressed against my wounds.
To summon all the branches, that the leaves may wash over my face, and out of this great dark, a green may welcome my sorry visage. What is this regret? Please, listen to my cries but pay them no mind it's all conjecture now. I suppose I need to further develop this story.

Until that happens, I appear to be stuck spasming in the TV static
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I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it's obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.
Rust, True Detective
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A little in the uncharted here, as Jeremiel is not really the Angel of May, but I find something rather intriguing about this figure.
It would so happen, I believe, or moreso hope, that Angels can manifest in the most random people; I believe we would be lucky to find traits of these beings of light in the people we surround ourselves with -- Our own judgement be divinely guided, we may find ourself in the consort of Angels, even if all we surround ourselves with are kind-hearted people - and Jeremiel is no exception. I found Jeremiel in a friend I made recently; you see, I have trouble sleeping, and I always have had trouble sleeping - but somehow, at the arrival of this human Jeremiel, and excuse me if this is silly, they showed me how to sleep again. I can't really put it into much words that will make sense, so I will stop here. But thank you, Jeremiel.
Jeremiel means "God's mercy." Other spellings include Jeremeel, Jerahmeel, Hieremihel, Ramiel, and Remiel. Jeremiel is known as the angel of visions and dreams. He communicates hopeful messages from God to people who are discouraged or troubled.
In the ancient book 2 Baruch, which is part of the Jewish and Christian Apocrypha, Jeremiel appears as the angel who "presides over true visions" (2 Baruch 55:3). After God gives Baruch an elaborate vision of dark water and bright water, Jeremiel arrives to interpret the vision, telling Baruch that the dark water represents human sin and the destruction it causes in the world, and the bright water represents God's merciful intervention to help people. Jeremiel tells Baruch in 2 Baruch 71:3 that "I have come to tell you these things because your prayer has been heard with the Most High."
Then Jeremiel gives Baruch a vision of the hope that he says will come to the world when the Messiah brings its sinful, fallen state to an end and restores it to the way God originally intended it to be: "And it shall come to pass, when he has brought low everything that is in the world and has sat down in peace for the age on the throne of his kingdom, that joy shall then be revealed, and rest shall appear. And then healing shall descend in dew, and disease shall withdraw, and anxiety and anguish and lamentation pass from among men, and gladness proceed through the whole earth. And no one shall again die untimely, nor shall any adversity suddenly befall. And judgments, and abusive talk, and contentions, and revenge, and blood, and passions, and envy, and hatred, and whatsoever things are like these shall go into condemnation when they are removed." (2 Baruch 73:1-4)
Jeremiel also takes Baruch on a tour of the different levels of heaven. In the Jewish and Christian apocryphal book 2 Esdras, God sends Jeremiel to answer the prophet Ezra's questions. After Ezra asks how long our fallen, sinful world will endure until the end of the world comes, "the archangel Jeremiel answered and said, 'When the number of those like yourselves is completed; for he [God] has weighed the age in the balance, and measured the times by measure, and numbered the times by number; and he will not move or arouse them until that measure is fulfilled.'" (2 Esdras 4:36-37)